Quiet Girl in a Noisy World

 Did I say a lot? Yep... Isn't this true? because being an introvert my love, feelings and emotions stay with me and keep getting double, it's hard to tell people how I feel, it's hard to show people how much I appreciate them, it's like there are so many thoughts, thoughts after thoughts, feelings after feelings, so many words, a doubt in my head that will they understand it? Will they understand my idea of love? Will they understand how I feel about certain things? Is it acceptable even if it is different from the others? ...and then I keep wondering and keep it to myself .

But at some point it is too hard... It is too hard to be alone, too hard to be an introvert(sometimes... Of course), too hard to do more without even being done a little... But I've realised it that no matter how my feelings, emotions and love are being looked at , they are never invalid.... No matter how alone I feel but that's how the reality hits in... I need to be there for myself, I need to be my home before allowing someone else to enter and pretend as if it's their own, because my home is where my heart feels safe, and it is mostly around me....and looking at the stars and moon because if I count them, they count me too.